I am an animal lover

Ugh, I can't stand living in this house for much longer. My grandma said earlier there's no way I'm getting a pet even if I pay for it and won't give me any reason why. I love animals and I've always lived in a house that has animals, I can't live like this, it's severely killing me. I finally convinced her to let me get a mouse, but she won't let me get anything else. Both my grandparents kept telling me that if I want to live with pets then I should go back to San Antonio and when I said I can't since in going to college and that maybe I'll just get my own apartment they basically laughed and said "good luck cause we're not paying for it" 

More than anything else I miss my Sami. He's my baby, he's what kept me alive after my first miscarriage and I love him so much much, it almost feels like being seperated from my own child. He's like family to me. 

I will never be able to understand how some people don't like animals.