3 months ago I came out. I talked to my therapist about it the day before and had never talked about it before. As soon as I said "I think I want to be a guy" I knew. Once when I was like 8 I told my mom I was jealous cause boys had better toys and that sometimes I wished I was a boy, but since then I never talked about it. I kinda bottled it up for years and ignored it but I still thought about it a lot and dreamed about it. Eventually I caved, I was dating this girl (before she broke my heart) and she made me feel strong, I started to feel like a guy being with her and I loved it. Also once when I was 5 I had an imaginary wife. I've always kinda known I guess, I was just afraid to show it.
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