New artwork

I've been recently getting into spray painting which is helping to distract me from my feelings and it's making me feel better. 

I also did some photo editing on the one because I thought it looked neat. If anyone is interested in buying any of my artwork it is for sale, just add me on Facebook: Beck Jenkins, and send me a message about which piece you want. I can also do custom made pieces, prices of all may vary, I can give you an estimate if you message me. If you find it easier, you can also call me at 210-848-2468. 

Thoughts of the night

Someone asked me when I knew I wanted to be a guy so this was my answer. A full story will come later.

3 months ago I came out. I talked to my therapist about it the day before and had never talked about it before. As soon as I said "I think I want to be a guy" I knew. Once when I was like 8 I told my mom I was jealous cause boys had better toys and that sometimes I wished I was a boy, but since then I never talked about it. I kinda bottled it up for years and ignored it but I still thought about it a lot and dreamed about it. Eventually I caved, I was dating this girl (before she broke my heart) and she made me feel strong, I started to feel like a guy being with her and I loved it. Also once when I was 5 I had an imaginary wife. I've always kinda known I guess, I was just afraid to show it. 

And the drawing that is now on my door

Introduction

My name is Beck Jenkins, and welcome to my blog: A Day In My Shoes.
The purpose of this blog is basically to be like a journal, I'll share my odd everyday experiences and tell stories from my life of things I've experienced. I will also share photos of my artwork, Updates on the books I'm writing, and plenty of poetry and short stories that I've written. I hope you enjoy my blog and feel free to comment on my posts your thoughts, feelings, and questions.
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